After many dreams finally I understand, when I love someone, it's not important whether I wake up or not, about marriage, babies,happy live, about anything I want as a beautiful result to prove love which others have like movies, but everything we experience together, every moment we stay with, everywhere we live in,is important. Whatever what the result will be, still keeping moving on towards it as an unique  process, with each other, for each other .whatever happen we love each other, it's the most important thing in the world.

By fox1 and fox2 which was dog=snake,I feel I owe them, need to pay for their success in their lives, as a friend .but through cat which was hedgehog and perhaps is a swallow next, I notice above.

Fox1 gets cancer,but he's positive that after 1 month heals he will get well soon. God bless him.get well soon and live long Mr fox1, if not, I have to pull you back from death by kicking your balls.nobody who even just fuck me once can live so short.