More you tell others about you, more you can be used; whatever more or less you know, you can be used also.more informations,more lies. Chinese and Chinese foreigners online in the world are making their own circles to connect bigger, satisfy themselves and have fun by ccp,communism even Chinese, America and the world , like Sardinia, they are not trying to defeat predators, but hide themselves with same, similar type and compatriots to hunt and survive when necessary they sacrifice each others or kill themselves.but if Sardinia are pretended by sharks, who knows first?

Dad has a older friend who would rather selling me to communism military than leaving him alone who worried about me having no job.he's a communist also,but he loves dad.he invites dad for dinners ,if he doesn't accept ,he's very angry, if he accepts, he cooks many delicious food for dad and picks up best parts for him, lean me for dad and fat meat for him, when dad asked him why, he says it's no fun to eat lean meat,dad trusted it .it's been years until I told him that as a person who loves meat I know who loves eating meat loves every part of meat,so it's a lie that his friend doesn't like lean meat.it means his friend leaves lean meat for him who doesn't like fat meat doesn't like to have dinner alone  but with him.today dad went for dinner very easier than before, he said he didn't like to have dinner with him.but I think he should know.

By taking care of cats especially homeless cats here I notice something.last time when I sent a cat to spay in vet an old woman was cursing her cat which had big pains to be  stick a detained needle into the back leg by a new young nurse for 10 minutes .I took out my special glove for stray cats and told the woman she could wore it to hold the cat still.she looked at me cowardly and picked it up from the desk quickly then threw it heavily on the desk, made me feel she didn't want to use it because it's dirty for herself.then I saw regret and shame on her face.do i put on the glove and helped the cat keeping still, the cat's struggling when the woman cursed and scared it all the time and the nurse kept saying fuck it.I stopped them and told them patting it and let the cat feel love and trustes that it would work.in seconds everything went well .the cat stopped screaming and the needle got into the right point .

Why and from when Chinese believe and like expensive things only instead of cheap or free things for them? made in USA is very expensive in China, made in China is very cheap in China.my parents who are communists,they would rather have wars with America and send it into hell ,but everything American for them is like from God, even more better than me who take care of them everyday .like what happened in the vet ,the old wan paid a lot for her cats which couldn't do their jobs well, but she piss off on me who supplied free helps which's working finally for the cat without even a thank.but was happy for the vet and thanked them by torturing them. Because they think all good things need money to keep holding on in this communism country? Like themselves? more higher prices ,more better consciousness and purposes? Because money is the only thing which Chinese Party of communism acquiesced and allows people to connect with each other for keeping Autocracy and Despotism in China, even the world? Which communists think it's the only good safe secret thing for themselves? But when money is, where's the best work,service and choice? Only politics which makes money replace humanity and tries to turn human into stuffs for itself.

As being a native Chinese I'm not happy that I could be accepted by other nations and stay well with American especially, or Japanese South Korea Hong kongers or Taiwanese if I  could, although I'm hard to be accepted by anybody including my own parents but being isolated, even by cats.I don't know if or why fox says I'm an American who is stuck in China.I think I'm something or someone like others do leaving quickly in history, only some traces of mine, then disappear .in another word, when something exists or existed, there must be trace for a while.