Yesterday when I met the white cat he's walking around beside the road when lots of Chinese did excise passing by. I had some left can for cat ,I gave him and I run back basement and took another can for him and he's still there eating the last bite.he looked like he doesn't fear human a lot but trucks and cars.he keeps hiding in the grass then run out for me to escape from trucks cars and men who run by and run head-on towards him.the men saw the cat running with me from human to the safe corner but he never run slow down and kept his speed and run head-on towards the cat instead of me.it made the cat too scared and run into the grass beside the road deeply.why he didn't slow down? Caguse he thinks homeless cats fear human or is scared of human , so the cat should has stopped and went around him instead of human stopping and went ariund. and if he drove a car I think he may be not slow down ,neither but drive head-on towards the cat,too.because he thought the same things.I was hurt by it,two women passed by,a mom and a daughter wearing in good and clean even friendly to animals , I begged them not hurt the cat when he was playing in the grass and didn't feel dangers around at all but playing,they didn't only give us a side-look but also looking like worrying fleas and scratched when the cat never hurt anybody which is abandoned and hurt by human hopelessly.I have been experienced so much by Chinese in China here, this time I'm still so hurt by Chinese especially Chinese who look good but bad inside by their unreasonable behaviors completely and feel sorry and worried about the cats.winter's coming,God bless him and all of fury kids,especially homeless ones and sick.it's not their fault,they should haven't suffered these.

But I don't blame those people who treat me badly if they treat cats well.it's not their faults when there are so many crimes and cheats and lies about adopting homeless animals in China . they cheat big money by bullying cats and making them homeless and ask for expensive money and use shows to lie to them, or just disappear after getting the money and leaving homeless animals dying there , and selling them to restaurants or killers who make money on how to kill homeless to death in many ways.I was laughed and threatened and bullied online by them before.I know how it feels.

That should hasn't been the reasons why I help homeless cats alone here.

Burned another parts of diaries of mine for do, today who told me to do so.everyone wants the best but doesn't wanna what they want.so ,only burn them when I want.hope cancer cells of fox will be like these diaries, all gone in the end.yes, cancer cells have been parts of self, but, they are not yourself who are yourself anymore.

Keep taking care of cats.one of them has problem to eat food now,it's been 4 years when I start to send her food.pray for her to get over next winter.but I know perhaps it'll not.can't give up.

The puppy they adopt today is being kicked out all the time, the puppy wants to go inside, they push the puppy out and close the doors.in the end the puppy jumped ininto the shelter full of gaps which can't be used well in winter time.how could they become both kind and cruel at the same time.greed.God bless the puppy and all little animals in the world.hope they can take the little puppy inside when it gets cold instead of scaring it away from the house.