Yesterday I dreamed of grandma, her funeral was the same day before 2 month.she looked like a white shinning light and smiled at me, she told me that she had nothing to do ,so she left.I cried and wake up,bow my face to the ground three times towards the direction of her apartment.

Don't worry, don't feel guilty, don't stopping doing what I want to do and need.I don't wanna America to be hurt when ccp hurts it.of coronavirus is an accident to release to the world, it's too coincident to believe.according to ccp's characters ,sacrifice WuHan even tthe whole country to harm the world especially America is the only 'best' way to go.and They can also use Chinese 's sacrifice to pretend to be a victim and it's an accident to stay away from responsibility of this massacre.It must pay for it.

21:42/8/10/After birthday 2021 I will be 38 years old. I thought it's curse and blame even bad luck that I still don't have any job,marriage,kids,money,house or cars.but in China, in a communism country, isn't it a bless,miracle and dream?