If people must seperate and leave each other someday, why they meet? so, perhaps their lives are parts of each other. perhaps they would never seperate and leave each other, they just don't know the places they will go someday is the same place they come together again. no seperation indeed.Perhaps , they never leave.

when I was a little girl, I thought i could have little animals to be friends. but parents, or Chinese think pets are stuffs which are toys only for being played traditonally in Chinese culture.after 20 years, I have cats, and homeless cats to take care also. I think whatever people wanna to do will be do someday even when they are banned or stopped or jailed or killed for them.my life for me now is like the life which I wanted to have 20 years ago, even more earlier.in the view I saw when I was a little girl, I see a short girl or woman, standing by two tall guys, then she disappeared when I tried to call her back.I imaged someday i would go to countryside and stay away from cities, have a house, live happily alone.but what that girl disappeared if she's me in the future?or she's my kid?

someone have talents to touch others' hearts and souls. they don't only have talents, but also love. doing something for someone else, or doing something for myself? 4 cats are missing this morning because of dogs which walk with their owerns.I will try to find them at lunch time.everyday I send food to them once in the morning,sometimes if too many are missing I will return with food to look for them at lunch time . only one meal for them,and only one or two chicken livers for each. hope they could help them hang on in another whole day and night.they about 12cny for chicken chests and livers once or twice a week, in other days they have little dry food which is 96cny for 10 kg mixing with fish cans which is 3cny/375g everyday.comparing of someone who find donation in China for homeless animals and feed what they adopt better food than what homeless animals are feed.my cats don't eat better than homeless cats even worse.cause I think homeless cats have more worse status to live than my cats in my room with me all the time.they need more strengthen and nutrition to face everything on their own.today I could see them, tomorrow they may disappear always.I always think about it.the kitten i picked up yesterday does well.and I feed another kitten some medicines today.Hope they will live on well.

I returned from lunctime of cats. I saw the mom cat with her kittens which didn't appear in the morning.the mom cat took some fish bones with little meat to her kids when i saw her going across the square from another side. on another side of the square someone send food and water for cats around there everyday. cats are good moms. and she's a good mom.it makes me respect them a lot.