[4:50am, Oct 23] don't cry for what you lose, everything you lose come back in another way; don't laugh for what you have,everything you have go away in another way.if it's not destined what is it when it's true?if it's not bias what is it when denying it?

Smile when you get and lose,cause life is itselfy,you are yourselves.

Telling the truth, after I quit communism schools, communism colleges,communism  military, give up working for communists and stop connect everything including communism media culture and believers, breath and live against communism and communists,my life starts to change and turn into good and right when I connect the world, meet someone who are good and right, believe in God.it's not illegal, moral or official by laws rules and politics of Chinese Party of communism.but it's worthy.

Communism and communists are only doing their best time after time making more and more people either repeating their tr[5:00am]agic and tempting them making mistakes and falling again and again for benefiting themselves by using hurting killing each other until one left to have everything they corrupt cheat and catch, or suicide. then other communists take everything of theirs.nothing left.[5:05am]