[20:00,Oct 28] if money is above and can connect God and heaven, they must be demons and hell.

Now I understand why there are someone who are Chinese or Chinese foreigners abroad dig reality as dark as possible for Chinese suffering in China like getting  angry at ccp for it, like pitying Chinese by consciousness,even helping Chinese when they call Chinese pigs,slaves and Chinese leek even guilty badass , like that they are victims of China Chinese and Chinese Party of communism.because parts of them are and were darkness, know darkness, need someone who are not darkness to join in them, to cover them up for continuing darkness and avoid someone to betray them for the lights.

Perhaps America isn't as good as what I watched in movies, perhaps it becomes heaven of corruptions, long time ago, from the very beginning,because of [1:39am,Oct 29]being assimilated instead of being diversified.

Perhaps the reason why nobody points out officially that the virus is released by wuhan, China, is that it's a trap to admit that these Chinese communists trying destroying America are victims of China also who shouldn't been blamed for being communists, for what they have done.the virus is another way to hide communists in the world, to turn everyone into communists, whatever they are or not,to make America Nazi which free attacks all Chinese in the world for being toys of Chinese communists.

God is a sun and shield,perhaps it's why sun and shield are more than themselves when they just be themselves without doing anything else.

Perhaps it's not only about America which is still America,but also China which is still China.the only and best way to defend and attack is being self.

[Otc 28,8:00]I think my life is repeated and I just expect it could be little better again and again and again.but still hope that it's different someday.I need to keep trying new things.

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