[7_41,Nov 17]perhaps just being another substitute woman for them ,whatever I pay for or be taken.as ridiculous as that America is built by Chinese and communists from 20 century, whatever it's true or not.great.They love to do it, like I like to be it also.whatever America and China has wars or not, American and Chinese fight against each other or not , it's a show.they are on the same side perhaps.So why coronavirus was released ? too hurried to avoid the accident.So why coronavirus exists? Everything is not the same as all media reports.

[7_15,Nov 17]someone think lies could protect themselves best in the end when bad guys are all around them, but when they lie to the others they need to hurt themselves first, and both finally.It's double lose.So why start fight first and continue it?

when I was a little kid, everyone said I'm talent,I think they say it because my dad is a communist for purpose and because they're communists also. Everything they wanna me to do is honoring ccp , the songs I was taught  the books I was read the lessened I was studied the things I was written, and I don't like every step I make in my life all had a mark of communism.I refuse to do anything which is so called for my sake in the end.because whatever I do is what they want me to do,whatever how much good I do, it's all belonging to ccp's sake.I don't like to do what ccp tells me to do anymore or work for it.more growing up more notice everything is in the traps of ccp already  it makes me sick.It's suicide in it.whatever communism is a mental order for me or not, I do my best to get rid of it in all my life.

[14_43,Nov 16]when becoming somebody in China they must become communists. When becoming nobody in China they must become communists also.that's why billions Chinese become noboody form somebody who are communists? 

Is it the truth or not? 

How Chinese treat each other is how communists treat themselves and Chinese.when communism is faith to become rich by corruption, tool to become American by crimes, nothing to become myself by shows, is there any worthy to use it to live as a dead?

Rog weasel must stopped his account on Twitter and finds his true love. Mr weasel,it's cuter than a wolf indeed.although there 's just a smile.I was hapqpy with you when being myself.Thank you.good bye.

Honestly don't have any confidence to be a gf,to marry, to be a wife, mom, stay with someone and getting old together. I don't know if I could make it or not, I don't know who could make me feel confidence about it, I don't know if who could have confidence to do the same things with me till the end of our life or not.life is so  short, that day will come to say good bye, good bye when being alive or good bye when dying or after dead.

All I do in my life is to say good bye as late as I could peacefully , to say hi as early as I want peacefully ,to prepare that moment when I could accept and put down peacefully, to be ready for leaving this world as who I feel good when I don't know if I came to this world by feeling good or not also peacefully.that's called love of life.