[7_27_11_25]for what parents want I need to do everything to pay everything to become everything and give them, especially luxury stuffs, for what I need they always stop me to get it, especially living stuffs, water food and take a bath if I don't give them what they want, like what Chinese Party of communism which could do anything on Chinese for their own benefits,I don't blame my parents who are treated in the same way by Chinese communism governments, but Chinese communism is totally slavery which would be more cruel than Nazi.in 20century Chinese communists killed rich good Chinese and rob their properties for revolution and build communism China, in 21 century they kill Chinese who did bad for them including their kids. Morality is Chinese communism's accomplice.actually,morality could be anything 's accomplice, or company, too.it's two-face. it's indeed not about to trust morality or not,but about it is morality or not.and when morality is two-face, communism must be the joker for batman.

Not all games are free.sometimes free game is either more expensive or just a trap.

[5_59_11_25]perhaps because density is for being understood instead of fight for, luck is for learning instead of fight against.

[16_02_11_24]If my parents' marriage is not based on communism politics, should this home has been so fragile and needed me to support them all the time by forcing me to be or used to be a communist? But they don't divorce, they should have.their communism lives raise me up, or their love,care and respects raise me up, even their faith of God,or just themselves do.they never raise me up by what I want to do and be except stopping me to do anything by pushing me to do everything they like about communism.I have already been in this shit.I thought I could help them to find their marriage back,because I believed that there's love whatever how little it is they have for each other without communism when I was a child, I still believe it, and I lost mine.perhaps it's never theirs, that's why I still stay. I lost my marriage for parent's when I decided to help them and sold mine to communism, like that they sell me to communism for themselves, perhaps I still think it was mine, so I don't leave yet.never help a communist unless you wanna to be one of them, help one billion communists of China in America ? It's turning at least another billion population into communists in the world again. If paying my marriage my future and the kid I aborted by rape of cousin for them to give me birth for being free, whatever it's worthy or not, I'm demon also.but cats, not the deal.

Weasel says love bases on time.but for me love is family. just like that I'm with my parents and families for 38 years,and never love them in any way I do for foxes, hedgehog , weasel, anyone online, and even for cats from the first time I see and meet and talk with them.that's not about time.it's something else.

Chinese Communists would rather to use their subnormal children by blood ties than to trust talent children of the others for communism, for themselves.that's why they have done their best to look for beautiful talent outstanding women to cheat flirt even rape or just marry once and buy something for taking their genes to have their own babies to control for communism careers like noblemen .yes ,like Nazi.they send them abroad and pay big money they corrupt in Chinese pockets for these children to have the best educations and backgrounds in the world, then have the only control of the world by them.they always are good at planning for the future, for next steps, set traps for goodness as long as they could,  and even sacrifice God whatever they believe in him or not.

I'm not talking about discrimination , but yeah, it is about discrimination.like that some Chinese post online about American polics, they have good points but they just walk around the point without taking it, American would rather trust Biden and his governments who corrupt so much from the money they should have used all on all American than to trust Chinese who suspect them.they are some other Chinese who are not trusted completely by American because they have both Chinese blood and they are not local American.they could never cut in the maintain politics of America because of who and what they are.like what happen on them in China for not being official blood ties children of communists.someone trust someone by own blood ties and backgrounds instead of truth and rightness,they dig graves for each other and even don't prefer to admit it's wrong, it's never about discrimination, but sometimes the truth is always about it.perhaps it's why it calls politics.

So if people don't have respect trust and love for me , why I need want and deserve to take them which don't belong to me? It sucks. But when I watched 'Black Hawk Down', I just only wanna to cry when I'm too sad to cry out.where do their balls come from? Why I don't have ?