[7_56,Nov 24]I make friends by my shows when others make me friends in their lives.my shows are parts of their lives.

When they need me to be free, I need to set them free also. not only for their money and time, but also for being myself.

[4_00_Nov_24]made dreams of my grandma on mother side, she wore a pink new chipao dress and looked young and spiritual but little weak, but still spiritual.she smiled to me and said nothing.I told her she looked like 30 years old when other families said I looked like 18 years old.then I looked into the grandpa's mirror I saw a thin tall white young cool girl with black waved high ponytail, it's not me, but it's me, strange.

[19_54,Nov 23]I make shows and make money by my shows when I'm parts of shows of the others' lives and the others make fun by me.

Why Chinese only have to do bad things for leaving China? Perhaps only survive for them in China  and for survive they do everything.

Power should not be left to someone who do not deserve it at all.