[2:45,Nov 5]Honestly Chinese communism governments request Chinese to restore living stuff and food, could be another way for Chinese to eat Chinese.because only communists have money to do it, poor people,homeless, normal families don't have these extra money to do anything for it.when food gets more expensive and less, who will starve first? Then when Chinese communism party has wars with other countries, who will starve secondly? These rich communists who restore food, because Chinese communism military will control everything to make sure they have it, they could carry weapons,guns to rob everything in these rich communism homes under the name of country.because no gun in hands of Chinese, only Chinese communism military has.

Why some Chinese abroad say bad to Chinese and China and its government, some Chinese are sent by Chinese communism party and governments abroad,have jobs families futures as communists abroad,do these Chinese do this to whom make them themselves? Yeah, they deserve by what they are and have done.but isn't it another way to be communism which could be under control of something if they only do what make them look nice?

How to see if human love each other or not? See what and who they become by time in the end.what and who they are is carried on someone other 's back.like Jesus carries cross.someone are dropped off , but someone else pick them up.someone would be never picked up, but when they believe in God and have faith for him, there's always love in their hearts till the ends of lives.

They only become what and whom the others want, need and love when they want,need and love the others also,whatever for purpose or not,or using each other to live better best or not then seperate .

I don't suit being a step mom perhaps.and if someone wanna to hurt me and my cats kids if I have someday or use them to hurt me, I wish me cats and kids never lived.cause this world isn't worthy for us, unless we are worthy for each other in some ways else.still remember when I wake up from the operation of the abortion, it's like my heart is shot and I'm already dead,the baby was two months by incest and rape, 3cm big. We can't make it, God  forgive us, take it home, guide us in your lights, keep us together.amen.