[10_02,Nov 21]I break up with Mr fox first, I take all responsibilities for it.

[8_46,Nov 21]but some Chinese are right, the code by results of public virus text is and can be controlled by communism government, red yellow green, it's not based on the truth,but what they wanna to tell.

[6_36,Nov 21]rog doesn't even exist, or just lies to me for purposes until he has enough fun on me for free to leave , it's hopelessly why he left without saying goodbye when he tells me to come to visit me and marry me and have kids with me and take care of me and cats,or perhaps just some girl who cheats me by a man's photo. like red who has problems of money, he's delaying to come again by making more excuses until nothing happens.

I don't wanna sex with any man in my real life, although I wanna sex. Sex without love is porn for the others,but porn without love is sex for me. It's why nobody could love me by sex.perhaps I'm the only cowards prostitute who can't marry myself.at least it could tell why I'm single.

Okay, go to check cats first of the rains stop. What could I do for Thanksgiving by anything else?

[5_37,Nov 20]remember the days working in communism military.Everything communists do in everyday is doing best to stay for the jobs by showing how much loyalty they are for Chinese communism PArty and high level communists ,how to be more loyalty for Chinese Party of communism for own benefits instead of working hard on their jobs , cars,houses,cloths, money, kids' education, families' social assurance,self' s rewards by the PArty.treating each other 'equally' is not because of human right,respect each other by talents and trust in God,but because nobody knows how much loyal and powerful and background and each other could do for communism, today's employee would be tomorrow's communism captains, for careers they would like to be 'slaves' of everybody until everybody's their slaves.so who would do all the jobs, for themselves and the others? Someone , some new and talent ones who don't listen to them, who don't believe in communism, even fight against it, want to leave.these being used ones could not share any benefits with experienced communists by the works, but could be abandoned after being used and finish works and even kick them out for political reasons, even send them to jails.biggest honor for the world they should have done,least works they don't need to do and smallest risks to lose their jobs. New and talent communists could be corrupted by least stuffs, but be controlled most. Could do anything to stay in communism Party, then do anything to betray the communists who corrupt them first for more corruptions which decide their lives and how where what to live without being controlled by other communists.Chinese communism was anti capitalism first in 20 century, then help capitalism, now is becoming anti capitalism again.I'm sorry I assume all Chinese abroad are communists first ,because I don't understand why Chinese communists could get in capitalism America which has laws to stop communists passing by their customs
, unless communism is more than corrupted capitalism itself to rule everything. Communism is a system people eating people. So what's happening in America? I'm looking at demon possessing a man who it wants most.Taiwan is only a blindfold which could be taken by Chinese Party of communism if America falls earlier.