[7_38,12_6]when I leave or die, I leave or die cleanly, by clean stuff, including clean money, which isn't made by any lie, murder, or cheat; no hate,no confuse,no regrets, no lie, no kidding, no politics.

No Chinese be sacrificed for me unless I'm sacrificed,no American left behind for me unless im left behind, too.

I think when my parents were young they did the same things.that's why they still are here with me instead of having own lives and immigrant.I wish they left China when I was young, never come back , whatever it pays. But I can't do it, how could I request them to do it when I can't?

[14_04,12_5]what's somebody?