[5-22,2-3,2022]

 at 2:04 am, I wake up by a whistle.I looked outside of Windows and saw a short man in black was on the phone around the building next to mine.and then I saw another men who has disable legs a little walked out from.another building, he walked fast toward the first one after standing in front of the building looking for something or if anyone was around or not.There's a taxi driver drove back with his car and jumped in another one to work, when they saw him ,the disable man pretend he's drunk and started to shout madly, then after the taxi drove away, they quickly walked away towards the third building.

Thief? Catching streets dogs cats to sell for meat? Or communism spies who spread virus on the doors? or looking for an aim which run gambles secretly in the dark?

And I don't even notice if there's a third one or not from another side. My fault.

[3-36,1-3,2022]

read that Chinese communism governments kills pets of infected Chinese at homes again in Xi'an.I'm scared. I indeed need and want it and all communists to be destroyed and die immediately now. God, tell me what to do.

if killing pets and let communists kill pets could save owners who have virus, if killing so much life and so many people in the world could save the rest,  and prove that the rest are innocent, the dead are guilty, who decide it? And what can choose who could pick up anybody to be infected and sacrificed for the rest to have a better life?

Unless communists are judged and communism is destroyed by God I couldn't say the ancient Chinese prophecies are telling the truth that the wuhan virus coming from rivers of Wuhan, China is a punishment of God, so someone could use them to poison and control the world. They are not god.

[17-54,1-2,2022]

My body tells me who love me,not me. It could feel if someone want me or want my body only I hope. 

Do men always marry someone who are the best or they love most, or sex most, do women always love someone who love them most or sex most, or marry them? Do they marry someone who they wanna to sex most ? or love to sex most, or love most? If it's not sex, but food, water, money, but cars,houses,cloths, luxury lives, even autocratic communism power, who do they marry?

Everyone is like a star in universes.it means everyone is unique.but stars don't pick, or choose.

[15-14,1-2,2022]

corruption is a shortcut to become rich, it's a shortcut to become poor, too.

Some Chinese communists want to use 100 years to make one billion communists rich, now only few of them have a lot of money which they will lose soon. Don't admire them, don't envy them, don't hate them. They have their own ways to go. And you have yours.

[4-46,1-2,2022]

read some gossips online about source of Xi'an infections of virus. They post screenshot Chinese chat , it said it's because a nurse who's married has a lover being infected and communists working for governments had a big meal with someone who want to get the businesses of Chinese communism government's procurement and open tendering procedures for corruptions. they both don't tell the truth about who they meet and where they go.

as I know for young married Chinese having lovers are too normal and all Chinese communists ask and take kickbacks for these things and use their power and friendships relationships to make a better price. Who do the communism government's business are often their families, friends or even official partners.they didn't tell the truth about it for political purposes , it's why the virus spreads so fast in Xi'an when they hide the truth. But too much corruptions in China, Chinese communism governments could only lock down good people when keeping infected communists moving as worst as they can.the virus can't be stopped unless communists stopping corrupting and gives up their power and political rights, the point is that either spreading virus or stopping corruptions ,they are too fatal for communists to do.

Similar reasons of 2019 wuhan virus, Chinese governments let some Chinese go abroad when they know they are infected before locking down in China, these Chinese flies to everywhere in the world. Are they Chinese who do bad things in China, too? Who are they for Chinese Party of communism? All of them are corrupted communists and bad communism believers like that telling lies about their lives? Is everyone from China all evil? What is Chinese Party of communism outputting to the world? So much life die for virus and politics , if China and Chinese Party of communism can't be blamed and judged, anybody can be blamed and judged by who? By these crimes?

cb tax me 22 dollars for cashing when  it should be only 3 dollars as they write on the page by my address of Chinese. They don't dare to even mention it for foreigners in the public rules.

more tips for me, more lose for me.like drinking sault water, more drink, more thirsty. Like healing diseases by diseases, more heals, more diseases.Ways to destinations are more important than destinations themselves.ridiculous, but it's true

I had no friend before,so I do have much patience to make someone worthy it.