[8-29,1-4,2021]

For communists, if they stop work harder and harder to do something like they say for Chinese and China and even the whole world's goodness by more and more money they get from any other's  pockets, Chinese and China and the whole world will stop suffer and have a better future together.

Greed, not only for bad which is hate, envy and expect,  but also for good.

Judge someone to be bad, greed can be called revenge and hate.Judge someone to be good, greed can be called sacrifice and love.revenge and sacrifice are ways for hate and love which are motives. both hate and love is kind of selfish, which are for only self's satisfaction, and sacrifice.

When cutting in anything about sacrifice and love,hate and revenge, the games of sins start, only when people pay for it, even lose their life, they could stop.

I feel if I marry, I could only marry loneliness.I can be, wanna to be , love to be lonely,but don't wanna another one to.Everybody wants who they love to be happy , who wanna them to be lonely.Everybody wants to be happy, who wants to be lonely .Everybody wants happiness, not loneliness.Everybody wants someone else, not me.

Cats know how to love , so whenI hug them too much too strongly too wired, they run away.

If love, live even breath is selfish, how could I do them?

[13-29,1-3,2021]

For me, don't make money,don't lose money.don't make love,don't lose love.

How to live without money, sex, even love? In another word, how to live without these rules which are made by anybody centuries after centuries?

Could live. But everybody else can't.

Killing pets of people who are lockdown by Chinese communism governments is intimidating them, is telling them they can kill their pets, they can kill them,too. But they are the ones who should be killed. 

And don't like my life and my cats' life is in hands of the others whatever Chinese Party of communism which is the only group of Chinese who have guns in China or not, so before they can touch my cats they must go to hell.

I told dad not to use overdraw in banking again. It's another kind gambling.as same as gambling which makes people feel they can win everything they lose more and more back next time, overdraw in banking makes people feel whatever how much they overdraw by banks they can always pay them with higher fee back time after time.