I feel so very disappointed and terrible about Chinese. I read some of them online who don't need to use VPN browser the world wide internet discussing how to make money when prices of oils or stocks start to change badly for war -perhaps world war 3- of countries they aren't living there by Chinese language like nobody knows Chinese language. Then I read Russia and Ukraine start to blame each other about who attacked each other first when everybody knows someone who should be corrupted by a third country tries to start the wars between them by his or their movements as spies on their sides and they are both cheated and used.these Chinese making money by tears, blood and death of the others .first screw up China when filling their pockets full, now immigrant and screw up America and the world for filing their pockets and stomachs full,and they even have an organization to do it officially and legally which is called Chinese Party of communism.
there are lots of uses by a war between two countries for any other third countries. but it's not a good start for everything or everybody.don't do it.
Some Chinese seem good and only call Chinese who support communism Party of China and communists maggots.by this logic,first maggots are alive only on dead bodies and serious wounds without being taken care by professional treatments. it could explain that perhaps from the first day when China is founded by communists, China already dies,and this China is a fake one,communism is breeding by China's dead body,now maggots at the very beginning become flies and fly into the world to settle for more generations when they could laugh at maggots and flies which are still on the body of China which hasn't left more carrion to live by for more maggots.Perhaps the world is not dead yet, but when corruptions happen without being stopped, it's like wounds to attract more flies to give eggs on it continually.
Flies first or wounds first? Flies cause wounds or wounds attract flies? They coexist, too, like virus. But it's fatal for both health and life.it's not a way to heal patient or save any life by so many flies and maggots, but killing them when illusions of coma,pains and infections in these dying patients' eyes before they go to hell.
China's dead for a long while and nobody even noticed it.it doesn't make any sense.three possibilities: 1. Everyone eats carrion of China whatever it dies or not, 2.China isn't dead completely, 3. Flies and maggots are China and Chinese for flies and maggots themselves.
XuZhou 8 son's mom perhaps was just another smoke and mirrors of communists to cover up what's happening in the world and in Beijing. And a bait.
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reading news of Xuzhou 8 sons' mom who's kidnapped and raped by these criminals from 12 years old when she's missing,some Chinese have a lot of questions online: if she didn't only give birth son, where are her daughters? Could a woman only give birth of daughters by every pregnant for man's willing? Are her daughters all sold and raped like their mom, too? Where are they? Men raped her and pulled her teeth out and only two teeth left in her mouth from being bitten by her when raping her. All the walls where she's locked were written 'I wanna go home' , a little son of hers told volunteers when her elder sons-who's not her kid but some other woman's raped her with his father - report to Chinese local policemen to hurt and jail volunteers and stop them to rescue his mom. Who make these crimes legally and allow and prove the 'marriage' legally by official government certificate and registration for the man who bought her, there are some gossips that governments communists raped her also just because she's so beautiful in the past.that's why they allow it happen just because they take advantage of these crimes ,too? Her dad was dead as a retired communism soldier after she's missing. She's found by some broadcasters who tried to praise this man who has 8 kids to raise up and how great a Chinese dad is under the control of Chinese Communism governments to ask Chinese to have more babies to give birth perhaps and start a donate for him until someone heard there's a women scream painfully and there's chains on her neck next to the door.
It reminds something when I was growing up.after i was sex assault by my fatherw who took his tongue in my mouth after drink and mom turned around and did nothing for it,when I was about 15 years old in a bus I suffered sex harassment when my father was with me also. A wired man moan when he played my ass and stick it by his dick outside of my trousers, I used to wear trousers and never wore a dress because it was safe.it's a long way to go home although it's only 3 or 4 stations.Chinese around me perhaps saw it, perhaps not, nobody wanted to stop it but myself.everyone looked wired to me,someone even looked like happily to watch it and laughted at me.after he finished it he put a piece of paper with full handwriting porn comic on it in my pocket.I told dad after we took off the bus he laughed at me and said he didn't see it, are you crazy .
When I was 10 years old on my way from communism school two young men drove a big motorcycle tried to stop me when I was walking, I tried to avoid them and then they tried to chase me into a corner.I turned to the walls and they almost knocked me down then I started to find way to run away,I got angry, they seemed have nothing to beat me down and they left with laughs.
When I was in middle school it's an middle aged woman who dressed like a farmer got closed to me when I was waiting a bus in the station.there were few Chinese around, too.but she got closed to me and talked with me like that she knew me as friends or families . She said you looked like a star, do you like singing? Then I walked away then she followed me a while then disappeared when I went back to try to look for her and wanted to know what did she want.then I told my parents about it and wondered if she's some one wanting me to be a star in a big company.and my parents laughed at me again and said she must wanna to kidnap you because you are stupid,to sell you into countryside and give many kids' birth and then you are done.
Then when I was graduating from communism college I was raped by cousin on mother side.
And last night I dreamed the 8 son's mom talked to me with smile feeling like that she made it and won and said life is like that.
It makes me feel scared and sad.
Perhaps nobody has ability to know the future.but everybody has their own ways to know the past .
Like Biblde says, then you will know the truth ,and truth will set you free.[John 8:32]
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