{1-43,2-16,2022}

if Chinese need someone alive to be Mao Zedong for missing him, is it still miss? If someone need someone else to be eternal for loving someone else , is it still love?

In the end whatever they experience and suffer, they just miss the days they have and love the way they live.nothing changes.

{00-01,2-16,2022}

fox talked with me online on my Valentine day. But fox, otter and squirrel didn't talk with me or to me on theirs . Fox is more important than my lover when I'm not more important than theirs.it means, I'm single , I'm free and when I'm offline from cb,I'm still doing jobs for it without any payments.Jesus. But when I'm there they charge much more fee from me to cash for cats and living on.how much cold it is inside of their hearts when they have so much hot bodies out? Even characters could be performed by movies and act by being paid as jobs, why not bodies? There are lots of people wanting to be famous, why I'm not one of them? Even if I'm one of them could I be famous, too? For Chinese it calls worrying about troubles of own imaging. I think it should be called an ordinary person could only bother herself.

I thought I found a job on cb,but now I see cb finds me.and I work for it, which's a bad boss who only benefits few broadcasters their own girls for itself to be pleased, or used, or operated more.there are someone indeed talent for shows, but perhaps I was just knocking on the wrong door.