{19-31,2-19,2022}

To decide which one to be given birth and live on , or which one to fall and die, human kind never stop chasing and infatuating it as power and everything like that.

When my mom was young, her job was taking care of babies and children in preschool.like cleaning their poo pee,washing clothing clothes, feed them food water, teaching them singing, painting,how to treat and what the world is looked like, reading and with them playing games all days, taking care of their everything even someone who could not talk well, walk well, Well, perhaps the passion of mine for cats are what my mom passes to me.

Overcome them and get well, snowball girl. Let's make it together.

{19-09,2-19,2022}

Taking care of a stray cat which has teeth problem. doctors say she need to extrac all her teeth because of FIV after giving her a test.she was caught by me and perhaps thought i wanted to adopt her yesterday, so she's very good girl and no struggle or scratch. then today she's in vet and notices that something is not right because she has been given lots of medicines and infusion and seems to hang on for something in the future. she scratched me once who heard that she hadn't eaten or drunk or pee or poo and just hided in corner for nothing but piss off herself to trust human being who's me I feel. after I talked to her and pet her and gave her the litter box and cat sand and water mixing with fish cans she started to eat so much. she doesn't eat cans so frequently and well untill today. the medicines work and the doctor told me it contains hormone.I told him not to use it too much and he says yes.i stayed there for more than 2 hours, until she started to wash face and take a shower after having food and taking a nap i left and i will be there tomorrow.lots of noises are there, i don't like there. I guess she doesn't like there,neither. and she knows that i don't like there. but it's the closed vet and the doctor i could trust a little bit for cats, tomorrow she will have the operation and 6 days left to stay in the vet.God helps her and them to overcome this difficult time.