{21-46,2-3,2022}

the rat woman insisted on keeping snowy in the vet to be given more medicines when she has already had problems to eat and thick because of side effect medicines for mouth problems.

I refused. She wanted to argue by noises and evil insane disgusting mean words for attacking me.I didn't do that to her.she wants me to believe doctors and nurses who they are paid by her money in the vet are 'gods'.so she said she would pay more for snowy to heal her mouth. And i say no, I only believe in the only God who believe in love and create everything in the world. To be healthy doesn't need to sell souls.

{10-30,2-3,2022}

From when fighting against Chinese Party of communism and communism becomes a word wide movement by Chinese in the world? What kind of crisis of communists can make these coward Chinese and communists abroad move their asses to care ,rescue and cut in a screwing-up Chinese female victim in China by this country which they run out from for years ? 18 years old Eileen Gu and 38 years old 8 kids' woman are not the truth of only crime of Chinese Party of communism and especially communism. If only  going abroad of china could defeat communists , why only Chinese who run abroad focus on it instead of when they were or are still in China? just trapping who believe illusions they make to make money, perhaps by asking for donation, or cheating who love cheap lies for grabbing powers, perhaps by control media informations.both of them are not the truth.

Someone said 'wheels of justice find slow but grind fine'.in another world, you can run, but you can't hide.

{9-44,2-23,2022}

This morning went to the vet to check snowy again.She's fine.She's very comfortable there, and don't wanna to leave me or there , she puts on weight everyday because of good cares and warm stable places to rest and settle.she feels very proud. She should be left tomorrow as the rat woman who tells me she might get a tumor on one kidney and needs an operation these days soon.says for her payment.And i want to adopt her and another cat, but how could that be possible to do it. No more space. And i 'm still trying to make money to cash in the end of this month to get food for them , cat food almost run out. It can't be delayed and we must make it.

Two owners lost their pets these days in the vet when I stay with snowy.one was a cat in the evening before yesterday , another was a dog this morning .the owner of the cat cries a lot and talked with her cat, I cried and stopped my tears. And the owner of the dog cried quietly and I felt sad for her and helped the nurse to package the body for her to take away for burying.and an old woman with her dogs who I make friends with still is sad with her dog which has a deep hole on its back and is difficult to afford hundreds for the treatment everyday.I find some medicines and ways to heal the wound for her dog and would try to tell her if she could accept and trust them.and just hope her dog will be fine.

And I share cans with an adopted cat by the vet.I like her although she looks like more than 17 years old with some disable function on her mouth.