I argued with four people today including parents, I didn't have a good day, Im sorry.I don't like them at all,but when some bad things happen on them and evil minds in their brains I still feel sick and try to pull them back from hells.and they still laugh at me taking care of homeless cats and give them food everyday and call me insane.

someone told me someone else feed stray cats with garbages including snake woman and make the communism place dirty,I think that to move their asses to clean the places is what they should do instead of telling the shits.then I clean the place up.

someone cleaned the roads around my building I went to help and he took advantage of me to clean the whole road,and he just stood there taking a rest and told me to do more practices,in that way perhaps. 

MOM went to dance and the bar took away her phones and bags i told her to be careful that that bar sounds evil,cause everyone should has freedom and right to be free for whatever they take with them even weapons to protect themselves.they should not take the phones which are the only thing to connect who they trust and love when something happen,even police. and she curses me a stupid farmer who never has a high view,then i told her that to have a big view needs to risk.

And I told dad I make his computer which is install a wired windows system run well again,he got piss off and blame me for it,I told him it's not my fault,but I m still not happy that he's cheated by someone who was paid by him for the wired system without telling him that the system has problems to use.a win10 system should open photo by its own software,but the man who install dad's computer uses a wired system which is unstalled the software of win10 and installed a wired commercial software which can be a virus,for safty of property data of dad I unstall it,then pictures couldn't be opened again and I found the software of win10 back,then it works well.I know that for being a complete win10 it can open any picture,it's another reason for me to unstall it .then i notice that the system isn't an original one which has been changed.it sucks.and dad thinks it's my fault that the system can't open picutre again.he says it's always a good system when it can open picture by whatever even the virus.it makes me sick.he says he invited that man to install the system for him ,so i should not suspect him, but I told him that it's computer of family I have duty to keep everything safe and he has responsility for everything.I asked him that why he is so mean to me,what does he wanna to prove,I told him even I m the most loser and not his daughter or family in the world I' m still angry for what the man does to him and the computer.and feel sad that someone cheat him in this way and never tell him the truth. even if the man told dad that the system has some problems to use, I would not be so mad for what he doesn't tell dad about the suspecious software and the wired system,lies. tonight, he still ;trusts him,and I don't like that he trust the others and just told me that i have the responsibility for their lies. he doesn't care me,and I can't force him to do and be.

If I'm his daughter, I need to be me first.only when being me,I'm his daughter.to obey some morality of saints,to spend money for them,to buy cars house and send them abroad to have an American life,it's not me,but to be someone else.