Don't use or sacrifice yourself for what others' want and yours,whatever they are good or not,especially when what you want and others' want are the same,unless you want to trust them or you can take all responsibility for yourself if they hurt you deadly again.

When you don't know the ends by divination ,you need to take care of it on your own.When you know the ends by divination ,you still need to take care of it on your own.just like being in a movie,you can't jump over the whole life and just stand on the end.only things which you try,experience and understand on your own belong to you.

No snow now,but my heart feels cold and it's like in winter.weathers seem informal this year,now it's May 19,it should be summer hot already.but still feel cold when sun doesn't appear in the morning and at night.will next winter terrifically cold again? God bless homeless life and wild animals to make/get it through.

Even there's pains ,there's still faith .even nobody cares you,you and cats still care each other,even everybody hates you,they can still find some other ones to love.what fucking guilty do you want ?

You have been blessed so much,how much can you want more?