Now you are alone,tin,it's great to see that you can only torture yourself.

Divination is correct,it bases the power or super power who does it.more power,more citrus it can see.and mine can just see resent moments. Perfect.it's okay.

Can't believe I'm saved by cats.they deserve my life to take care of them unless I can't live any more.they save my life,I take care of theirs by it.

Honestly don't wanna to live by others' minds anymore,movies cartoons books stories myth.what's matter if they are good or not,whatever results are good or bad,they are all others', not mine.

Have big family,make good friend and even get sweet lover online,in the end they're just friends who are strangers to me.still can't change the fact that I want to immigrant and leave this country,it's what I want from my childhood ,stay somewhere which has love freedom and peace.my half life has been passed away,what and why am I still doing nothing in it,when will it happen and come true?perhaps,but when I met cats,everything changes .no love,no freedom,love sets you free,gives you peace,not America.

I'm sorry,grandma.I know you know I want to go to America.everybody knows.I know you don't wanna me to go there and just want me to find someone who I don't love to marry.you know I don't like all Chinese , and some American,most of foreigners .but ,do you know that,when there's love,freedom,peace in your heart, everywhere is America.it's why I want to be in America,I know nobody can stays with me forever,I know they have their own things to do, own life to take care,so I just think if I'm in America,when I come alone, when everybody leaves me to have own lives,when we separate,I do not feel too bad.