I'm sorry grandma. I didn't take care of your grandson well.I tried.

Yesterday I wanted to look for a second-handblack dress for the funeral when I don't have one,some are expensive,some are too far,some sellers don't like raining day and they will not do businesses.before I did it I went to local markets and super markets to look for a black shirt which's not as difficult as looking for a black dress.it didn't rain yet,although the sky became so dark.then after I got home with food without an expensive black shirt,it started to rain in 5 minutes.

I don't think I can stop feeding and having cats or not and marry someone in China as you wishes.but I'm not scared now, don't scared or fear to go on.

Rest in peace.

I know you are there looking at me.