The kitten died.I buried her under the tress with my small cross.I pray that it's protecting her and saving her from demons and darkness with God.I buried a lot of cats in my life, this was the hardest one I could even not finish once.she's one of the most I loved.I even questioned that why God did this to me, she found me to bury her somewhere with cross,be with God. Not at all. She wants me to believe that there's God anyway.oh my God, my heart's been broken.tears don't wanna to stop dropping off.God.what could I ask you for? Pls take her to somewhere she wants to, safe  warm happy ,i will be there if I can be someday.  see you later ,kid,you were so brave and i loved you. see you later my Miss little box,keeping my heart out there safe.

I cannot help fox ,I can even not save the kitten, what can I do.

Yes, kid, you are right.life is too short to be sad.