This morning when I went to send food to the white cat,the homeless kitten appeared and walked towards me.it doesn't wanna to get closed to me and got angry at me when it got closed to the food I put around it.I caught it.it's too weak and skinny to run away.around belly there were some dry dead fly eggs and ass is wet and smell that something is wrong.one paw has a big wound and has maggot moving with pus inside.I didn't wanna to take it to the empty room which belongs to ccp army without guardian ,it's so risk.but can't risk its life again to set it back to somewhere make it become this , at least let me heal it until it gets well ,so I can set it back .thank God for everything ,thank everything for these kindness things happen and let it come and turn to me.

I still have some money about 300CNY .I want to take a female homeless mom cat to do the operation today to stop her pregnant from yesterday, and got the hill's cans to feed them. so now the cans will be shared to the kitten, and the mom cat will be still done the operation today. Connected the vet yesterday and they said for homeless cat the price can be 150CNY each.that's very kind.

Hope I can meet and catch a mom homeless cat at least . And everything will be going well today.the only I want to know is that how to keep the kitten comfortable safe well inside of the empty room which is wet ,dirt and hot,no disturb ,keep ccp away from them.

I asked mom this morning which kind of cancer her father had, she said it might be stomach cancer.but I told her when I was a little girl living with him and grandma , he smoke a lot everyday and night.was it throat cancer or something?will you stop eating meats or sault things for diabets and don't ask me to buy meat for her? will you stop drink to live longer a little bit from liver cancer ? She piss off and said minding your own business and get married for me and your dad to be healed by your marriage.I laughed a lot inside, if I can heal you by my marriage I could marry million times, but if I don't marry or have kids, is it right to treat me as a bitch or whore and deserve to take care of you in rest of my life by sacrificing my own future? Why do you watch communism news when communism news are telling lies and don't care how many Chinese die in floods,if someday it says grandparents are still alive, do you believe ? Will you believe?

This morning dad also told me to have Chinese communism vaccine again when I told him that in Nanjing airport 9 employees have been infected by coronavirus.and the first thing he said that you should have the vaccines soon.I asked him back is it my fault that they infect because of me who don't take vaccines? They work in Chinese communism national airport and still be infected, they should have vaccines indeed and still are infected ,communism vaccines are no use at all.

This Chinese communism system is a system killing,not saving as American does.to have trust in communism governments and believe in ccp is to have piecea of shit.God bless everything everyone in China in the world which is ruled and harmed and depressed by demons, punished all which have unforgivable sins in Chinese justice flood.God bless fox, dog and cat, any other one who give us hands by risking themselves for God, Jesus and holy spirit .thanks.