My life is so fucked. I'm wrong and wrong to make me feel right by being wrong more for balancing this uncomfortable feeling to pretend everything's all right. Capital and money are for love and happiness, but love and happiness are Not capital and money at least. aren't happy and don't love, so catch and hunt capital and money for pretending being happy and falling in love, is it what communism believes ? It's why ccp members with their followers make and corrupt money in China,in east world and live in USA, in Europe? Not for communism, but for themselves  ?