[21_00,1-18,2022]

Whether Chinese know or not, they are leaded by greed, and Chinese communism Party uses greed to lead them wrong. And when they are greedy, they still wanna others not to tell they are stupid.communism is like the lord of the ring, Chinese Communism Party is like Gollum, Chinese is like hobbits.and someone something whatever are hobbits or not are Not themselves anymore by being effected twisted changed and turned by communism, or they never are who they pretend to be.

[7_46,1-18,2022]

every penny Chinese and communists pick up,save, collect ,steal,cheat and rob from the others is for controlling the other, ruling the world and keep their own powers. 

Is it every penny, every second, every life , every love and every behavior you lose ,give up, abandon, betray , lie to and hurt?

[7_34,1-18,2022]

squirrel always wants to know why Chinese bully hurt hunt kill Chinese. I don't know what others think or feel, but for me personally I don't like to see same nation or same species  heat hurt hunt  kill each other. So when it happens I cut in sometimes.

[6_57,1-18,2022]

Listened to squirrel who helps me to get my payment, he said if I didn't pay rent for the rooms I live with parents who rent rooms from Chinese communism military he would not send me my money again.I paid 300 CNY every month to dad, and last two months I spent about 1,500 cny on them to buy them food they love, expensive cloths they want and take care of their lives.I shared everything with them and bought everything even for spring festival , I even had no money left to buy what I want to eat and love to wear and chicken livers which is 2cny for stray cats, they were happy until yesterday they got corruptions from other communists, mom didn't ask me for dinner again, she ate on her own, good food for free from me and others, I was hungry and didn't notice it until 21:00.I told her I was hungry, she laughed with drunk dad who drunk with his bosses and said you could eat tomorrow morning. I piss off and took out of one little sausage of theirs and cooked a dinner for myself.then she piss off and said I charged here and ate everything in her life.I feel I'm her slave in that way.she doesn't have a job, she never liked her job,she gets communism social assurance from Chinese Party of communism, but only play sick games as communist when she's not an official communist being registered on their lists.

Then I looked back, she pushed out every little money from pockets of dad and push him out of this home to look for  food, dad has to look for some bad guys to be drunk with others for little food because he's hungry.and most of time he only gets drunk and when he gets home hungrily again and cooks himseld some noodles he is blamed and cursed by mom every time.And she blames he drunk each time because of what she has done to him. If she stops taking away money of dad and dad can feed himself well and no drink at all.now what she has done on me is as same as what she has done on dad.doing everything to shake bully hurt even killing me inside to take away all money in my pockets and push me who is starve weak hurt and painful out to make fucking more money by getting a communism job or communism bf husband kids and family. she even tries to force me to send my so called big money back which I lie to her that fox keeps them for me by my works online for leaving China forever under the name of loving me, caring me and respecting me.of course I refuse because there's no money of mine in fox's account.I just wanna to see the truth in her fucking lies.I thought she turns into bad because of communism, now I see she is communism and just is good at pretending being normally, from the very beginning.she never wants money indeed, she wants to destroy me.

Dad was right to want to divorce her and I stopped it, I wanted to to refuse me and divorce her for himself instead of me, but he didnt say anything. my mistake.he's already dead from that day ,for me.

This country, communism China, from the first day it appears,from the first day communists appear in it, it's for those who don't work but only use others who work hard well normally to make money, get what they want and benefit themselves.whatever money, lower, love, marriage, life or belief.everything is for communism to charge the world, do you see any path which should be walked by people and in the middle of it planting big trees in line to stop them walking in? Do you see any kitchen being built out of apartments and people are so easily to watch each other ? Do you see any volunteer who take care of stray little animals force other volunteer to donate cat dog food and money and do see any volunteer who take care of stray little animals force other volunteer to accept their donation of cat dog food and money? Do you see lights on the walls of locked-down communists' areas of houses are too dark so they could protect their faces from being noticed by normal Chinese at nights when the lights inside of their areas are lightening enough that everyone who could enter there by privilege and communism ID can see each other's face clearly? I do. And I don't understand I help stray little animals, why they try to force me to give them food and money five years ago, now try to force me to accept their food and money? For someday they make me scapegoat of theirs and stepped stones?

Chinese communists always say they set free Chinese from being slaves to be masters. But it's different from America who set slaves free forever, they set Chinese from being slaves of some others and make Chinese being slaves of themselves.under the name of freedom and setting these slaves who trust them for free, they become masters of theirs. 

True freedom should has no condition which is untold to object especially.it's a business, even worse, it's a shit.

[4_25,1-18,2022]

Rightly to find truth needs to be surrounded by all lies including silence and speechlessness.