the part of the movies 'lord of the rings' which makes me cry every time when I watch them is that when Theoden with his warriors went to fight against so many enemies in front of the white castle in Minas Tirith of Gondor,with his daughter.it makes me remind Mr Trump with his teams, with his daughter in the election 2020.Joe Biden is like Denethor. Bill Clinton is like totally Grima Wormtogue who wants Theoden's daughter Eowyn.Obama is still like Saruman.

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Why Chinese make lots of noise and good so a lot whatever they immigrant or not? They don't have right laws in China to fix their minds right,only they need is faith, of deity,of something like God,which are either depressed or killed by Chinese Party of communism ,or not yet.I m not sure Chinese Party of communism depress them, or Chinese Party of communism is them which is parts of evil , but Chinese wanna bad and wrong things to be fixed by deity, not laws ,by deity which they lost or don't have.when governments don't serve people but people serve governments,governments either acting like gods or governments and people corrupt together.they have something of each other to protect themselves.

For whatever kids do especially wrong things and bad things patents always have duty and responsibilities.they're parenrs' faults and mistakes which can be fixed by parents themselves for kids,in right and good ways only .

My parents say they can not stay with me in all my life when they want me to do something they want me to ,they mean I should cherish them for doing anything for them unconditionally when they still are alive,including killing myself and wash my brains? Perhaps they just don't want to say that they can't harm or hurt me in all my life,isn't it 40 years of my life plenty for them to ask something from me back for giving birth to me?

My parents become this, I have responsibility.actuallyt,this city become this  ,the country become this ,the world become this, everyone has.I feel powerless, and feel I can't do something to fix it, to change it.

 I just want J.Biden to drop into the fire he set up in white house and go to hell! Someone who treats his own son in this way and destroy him by hands of terrorism communists when he hides in the place where he doesn't belong to never deserve to be a dad.

These days I feel bad about the result of election.Mr Trump wasn't the one who won more votes than Biden,it makes me depressed.I gave 200CNY to parents who asked me to keep my promises for food they bought for themselves by respecting the morality of respecting old ones,they hurt me all the time and want money for it.I feel the same about it when the cousin raped me and asked me to be his second woman after be married with his classmate.when I walk in the streets I saw the huge logo everywhere which says : walk with Chinese Party of communism forever.I feel the same like being raped and be requested to benefit the victims.and after read the bread that Mr trump respect the laws and start progress of giving power of President to Biden and gave him 750 million dollars,I feel the same again.why they take away victims' like winners and always feel proud of it ? Don't they feel shame on it ? These rogues? Doing right things needs to pay so much? So Why wanting me to feel it's wrong to do right things, why wanting me to know that they are all right when everything is only Wrong for themselves ? Why they want to prove they are right by denying that I'm wrong ?

I know trump isn't a good businessman for you ,he gets sad and angry at China and cccp cause he can't make much money for America and American ,so it's why he uses power of politics to change it.But you know what,he can't make much money ,because economic is also worse especially by coronavirus release of China this trap.it's why he makes less money and lost lots of money of his own to do right things.and it just proves that he's not as bad as what the other say,but a good one.who can make big money in bad global economic years, who can fill their pockets fully in this bad status when e everybody empty their pockets to survive without any criminals and corruption?after cheating your money away you just vote them who want the power of the President of America back for cheating yours again by traps and criminals of Chinese communism Party, isn't it a thief covering his ears up for stealing a bell which must ring when being stolen and don't wanna others to hear and notice it,deceiving himself?and everybody else should pity that and pretend they hear nothing but let him break laws as wish as he could ?keeping hurt and depress him as a stepping stone can make you not be a piece of shit anymore?I'm sorry you have no choice but vote Biden and hurt Trump,but like Mr Trump says,never give up.if it's Destiny to die as next President of U.S. ,if it's Destiny to be next President of U.S.,why trump have Biden 750 million dollars to build next government which he know that it's for Biden to give these money to someone who are bought by Biden to vote and help him to have fraud votes this time? Biden is a real toolman of Trump?

Someone says Biden was a better option than trump,a better option to die?like kenndy?Some Chinese cursed or divinated about who are next President will die in accidents.If it's true someone who push trump to be next President is killing him.So is killing Biden.

I feel worried and scared about it.Whatever bad they are or not I don't want neither of them die, yeah, perhaps this is better that is worse, but basing in criminals no election is worthy for it.Is it available. Think about this is good for you by criminals , do you want it? I rob banks to send you money by breaking laws?Do you like it?How do you know next time I will not rob you ?Bad money has  bad results,Biden now suffering his own result by what he does.Like that i could find man to sex in dealt life as a whore to make money,every time hundreds and thousands even more,but I don't want that kind of money.When my cousin raped me and gave me hundreds Chinese yuan, I slip them into pieces, when I saw his face and he just kept busy trying to pick them up and make them together , I feel so sorry to myself who hated him ,angry at him and wanted to revenge him who's just a bullshit.I kept the semen of his with my virgin blood after it happened,But I know communism police will keep him safe when he's one of them by corruptions. I burn them.Nobody believes me here,but think I'm mad .You believe China and communism ? You believe demons.You should not believe China and communists ,neither.

Chinese don't have a good President like America does,or government.I don't know why a lot of people don't like America to have a good President ,envy?Will they be happy to see America become China so they can take lots of advantage of American when nobody is going to stop them? 

Biden is part of China.It will if Biden wins By criminals which are made by Chinese communists,.Biden doesn't deserve any money by selling America and American people to communism.Communism poisoning America and the world.He and his families have lots of connects with Chinese communists.Bad connects.I read that one of host of Domini machine to counting votes of America is in China.And software has Huawei to cut in to develop or maintenance.In hang Zhou,China.One of the three super data host of China is in hang Zhou.They belongs to alibaba company which is filled controlled by cpc now by militery power after ellection.if you think they are lies,prove it.you read that the votes didn't change much by cheating?if it's real,it still can't provet that there's no cheat in it.it's not the same.and In 2016 cpc hasn't cut in this much,Biden is communist,It's not based on the system which they use,but the truth.

Everything and everyone who are friendly and good to your country and you get your support and prefer?when do all the countries become terrism? all people become terrorists? From when Chinese rob and corrupt all your baby milk powder and the ways to make best cat cans in the world and sell most expensive prices in China which I can never afford ? will they befriendly and good to you, forever in your whole life?No communism, no Biden.

Everything you give to China and Chinese are their weapons to killing us here.cause all of them who can go abroad all have background and connects of communists by polictal powers for purposes.and you can say you can try to do some good on Chinese ,person to person, yeah, just one or two is not hard, try to do it in China on more than 2 Chinese ,give them money and make their lives good and not starve and even tell then to believe you or even God,or refer any communists are bad evil or sucks, you will be caught and put in jail by names of wanting fights and spies and frame communism always, and be taken everything about freedom ,property,even breath.they they research your stuffs and make fake of them completely and sell the high prices. Then they fake the produce addresses and send them to you.Image all of these are fake made in China and they keep real ones for higher prices by political powers to cover the truth ,by lies,chests and criminals,Then you become sick they become strong even when you pouch their nose they will not dizzy but you will.They have country power to do it. Chinese government let them do it and me here stop only charge them for money.They are a team.Chinese Government negotiation with other countries and get allowances and trust of anything.then Chinese do the rest .then they make money and pay governments back .It's what I know.About Chinese businesses and global economic going.or why do they do that ? Do you see money they make put in my pockets and my life gets well?Corrupt other countries, they make me sick.

They be friendly and good to you just for their own pockets,that's called coruptions.Isn't it?all Chinese businessmen have deals with Chinese governments first ,so it's why they can go outside of here and do businesses, the conditions either is about pay money back to governments and communists or do spy works for them also,like foreingh companies in China do,selling the tecnologies which have been spent a lot of money by their governments to fill their own pockets by doing businesses in China with cooperating with Chinese communism Party.And if you think to do businesses with dealing with communism governments is fine, okay, let me tell you , someone who are like son of Biden who is honory adviser for communism company ,it's their flowers, the  company is only a shell for him to corrupt and corrupted by Ccp.It's all known by a lot of Chinese when your foreigners don't.If you ask some Chinese and they don't know it, they either lie or just want to know how much you know about the truth.

China She always angry at anybody who tells the truth.like my mom who always curse me doing all bad things and has an evil heart when I tell her the truth.They are motherfuckers,Perhaps China she is just a man who pretend being cut off his dick to rape America.Or something else,I'm angry for all these things,and scared.They always want to be saints and even a god when  They are criminals.

you said Everybody else is too scared to make chiny cry by calling Taiwan is a seperate country?Cry for crush down of communism of China ?They only cry for themselves.China just wants to kill taiwan,Under the name of a mom.When China gets taiwan they will kill taiwan.Make it disappear.Cause it never belongs to China,They always want a good fame to do bad things,China doesn't belong to Taiwan,neither.China is China, that's it.None business of Taiwan.Biden and democracy party are shits,They are as same as communists and ccp that always proud of you being rely on them And can't take care of yourself by anyway to hurt and harm you.

When I was in communism schools and colleges,they saw my dad when he join in meetings for teachers and parents of students ,they said they admire the relationships between me and dad,like friends.I told dad last night when they treat me as nothing and nobody,he sneer and said they should see how he bully and force me to listen to them,to make me do what they want.I told him do you know what I think about it?I feel pains,first they just butter up him,second they like to see me be depressed by my parents I think,cause tthey never care and mention how much I pay for this relationship if it is relationship like making him happy to do right things by suffering a lot,they don't know or want to know how much I think about it,how much I suffer for it,how much thing I do for it,how long time I m tortured by it.

When I was a baby I always got sick,I was sent to hospitals again and again and again to have emergency heals and needles and infusions.Perhaps I think it's why my body still know what to do to heal and save ill cats when i can't remember this memory.Okay,focus on what I want to write.I thought parents love me,they try best to heal me and rescue me from death.and I thank them a lot about it,I think they love me so they try best to save me.Chinese culture always tell me that I'm a kid who has destiny of it,I divine with my birthday and time the divination books always tell me I born to be like this: parents should depress me,mom is poor and has too much expects on me and dad is poor and can't help me anything.the most thing which could make feel sad and bad is that someone I think treat me well and save help me is for their guilty and making them feel good or better,and someone who i think love and save me is who try to abandon and kill me.if they ignored me and left me in the cold corner it's why I got fevers and sick,if they regret and feel sorry when I'm dying it's why they send me to hospital?like yesterday they get angry and piss off that I don't give them money for food and buy meat for them to enjoy,they keep silence and treat me baldly until I had to go outside and walked in -1℃ cloudy day for 2 hours with so called cheap bad cloths which isn't warm at all to look for meat and food for them as punishments without lunch when I don't tell them or they know I have no money to buy them.

They are happy for it,being satisfied by revenge.I have a fever again,I find medicines to eat now.Perhaps it's my destiny,my parents know me best and what who I am I should be treated in this way,in demon which brings bad things to everyone and I have responsibilities for fixing them and do everything for them even everyone in this world.but do they know me? I even don't know them ,why they pretend they know me and use it to try to control me everything?

Perhaps everyone envy me and dad's relationship,envy me on relationships among the others whatever are bad or not,perhaps cousin rapes me and mom bully me is for envy also,mom envy me who can do something good for my dad who doesn't like me to,cause she lost her dad when she's young about 36 years old,she can't do anything when she wants to,but I can.so what,my dad is still my dad, my parents still are my parents,my families still are my families, it's freedom also for me, it's love or hate for me also.It's what I should protect and fight for,refuse and be against them .It's not what I could struggle and corrupt for .

I know my life is difficult from my born.I know my families are poor,or they just pretend to be poor so nobody can borrow their money or ask them for help,cause for morality a poorer man should not borrow money from a poor man? I don't understand their logic,but I don't admit my heart and soul are poor.I think cats in my life are saving me from death,like anybody else who treat me well and help me does.when there's enemy there's friend,when there's lies there's truth,when there're demon and their followrs there're God and angels,when there's hell there's heaven?so why in my dream last night there's a poor man who get rich in pockets kills his bride and hides it from anybody? If human being can't be bad but only be good,can they still be human being ?if right things are bad to do for good ones,I'd like to be bad.

My parents have already got retirements from Chinese communism governments every month,dad's is about 5,000CNY for being a retired teacher,mom's is about 3,000CNY for being  a retired worker .and they still want everything from me which they want ,and bully me ,hurt me even use knife and ox to frighten me,to make me scared.it doesn't make sense,they want me to do as a Chinese communism government do to them ? Rob them bully them lie to them and control rule them all the time?or as a morality saitnt or beautiful God to feed some bad assholes like them unconditionally ? Sometimes I think it's also the reason why they bully me from my childhood?,from when I was born,stop me to do what I do but only listen to them as a pet,and tell me to stay away from other children, and tell me they are all bad when I like and want to play with them,to play like a kid?if it is so,disappearance of Chinese communism Party can't not change all of them about it,it needs many years to become good for Chinese,to make Chinese become good.cause Chinese are bad,none business of disappearance of communism,cause even when communism disappears,Chinese or foreign Chinese can say that something else makes Chinese bad and never try to become good but only starts wars e everywhere to send the others in wars for benefiting themselves after all the others die and damge.for Chinese is it bad? And it's a lie that Chinese national flag is about blood of communists who died in wars to build the country and people,stars are about communism leaders in China,I think it means deity in China and cinnabar. Everything is bullshit here in China,everything.

Rape often happens among people who know each other and even families.cause the relatives among them can depress possibilities of victims  to call police when laws are bad and injustice.and relatives often base on criminals in countries which have bad injustice laws.it makes laws corrupted continuously.so when communism is criminal,everything is criminal when basing on it.

I want to talk about my neighbors who say to me that's good to feed stray cats  when they know I feed stray cats and tell me there are some other stray cats settling in the abandon basement which is in front of their Windows and meow for food everyday,they say it's noisy.I don't want them to hurt them so I feed them until they leave there.then they talk with each other about it and tell my parents who blame me to feed cats all the time and curse it.I think they want me to stop cats meow and then shut me up by using my parents who don't wanna to make them unhappy to be neighborhoods for rest of their lives.using my money and food to take care of their own problems after that destroy me by who need to please and rely on them.I m not talking about neighborhoods only,but all Chinese.I don't like them to pretend they are innocent wick and victim always when they are demon,do bad things and so mean.

My parents suck ,everything they mention to me is money,and if I don't give them money,food,cloths,everything they want from me ,they use me as slaves and nobody. Bully me for what they wants especially money.

And shame me for being a victim in this way.

To avoid punishment of consciousness.or anything else if they believe in God.

I don't care what they do to me,but they even refer to my cats, they want cats to make money for themthem also. These sorry badass.Everything for them is tools to make money for them by criminal.

They keep forcing me to abandon cats or throw them away or give them to anybody else who may kill and sell them for meats, they say they can't make money but cost it.

I feel they treat me in this way.it's  why they keep making troubles and bully me for cats to kick me out of living with them.they know I can't resent anywhere ,no money to live on but being with them.they use me, screw my life up now want to make me die like trash,like stray cats,and all they do is telling that it's reasonable for me to be their slaves when I can't give them money or anything they like and want .

To be a daughter,human being,Chinese and myself needs to be a criminal,liar,communist  and sell myself to demon?I would like them to go to die for fucking up all of these bullshit.

Honestly, I think the most one who want Chinese Party of ccommunism and China even Chinese become great,strong and good most from acting like American as a friend  is Trump,it's why Chinese Party of communism,China,even Chinese laughter at him,hurt him and pull him down from being President as enemies
, it's the only thing which can explain they treat him in this way.Chinese Party of communism needs communism power to rule China,China needs communists to survive by corrupting the others for benefits itself,and Chinese need to believe that Chinese communists and communism are gods for themselves only. Trump deny all of them,refuse all of them,fight back all of them,by tell them the truth,to do what's right,to be who they are.the worst enemies are best friends.all of them should would could feel honor to have Trump this enemy whatever they win or lose.You know that when your enemies try hard do best and fight against you with full of their strength,it's called respect.and Chinese indeed is the most nation which needs to be respected in the world.thank you ,Mr Trump,thank you teams of Trump,white house ,America,God who lots of American believe in,republic Party of united states,American citizens and soldiers,like one of my old friend says:THERE'S KIND OF BIRD WHICH CAN NEVER BE LOCKED IN CAGE.THEY ARE BORN TO BE FREE.

I'm still looking for a vpn to use on pc to ,the last one crash down before ccp does.and it's dangerous for foreigners to travel in China now,whatever your property or safety.I don't know if the virus will end or not ,in China. There still virus ,even not,,governments can use it to keep you here for political reasons.they are liars who don't only watch your pockets anymore.

I have suspect that coronavirus has turned into types which they call normal fevers and colds,I didn't get cold and fever so easily from this summer and now I still have fever every afternoon, after I take medicines I will be fine after days, but then when I go to markets and Wal-Mart underground in my city,I get fever again.I think in China it's full of coronavirus and its variants now.I rarely get colds and fever before 2019.now have fevers and cold feelings every day in the afternoon until I eat medicines which are told to heal coronavirus.And when I got cold and fevers in the past I still felt all right even when my nose run badly, but now when I get fevers I feel thirsty,throat burning,sweating,joints hurt,tired,breathless,strengthless,headache,no running nose but brain feels being pouched and can't remember anything even the words I want to say from last second.I m not infected officially,but I suffer the feelings of coronavirus everyday all the time.I suspect it just needs a reason and chance to come out again,don't trust jobseekers,governments ,especially about the virus.the virus kill who it can kills for willings of communism,and make who can't be killed die earlier.to cover the truth And now cco ban normal Chinese to go abroad,only someone have deep connection of communism.No vpn to use. No work, no money to buy food and stuffs to liv3 on, to die is just a time question,or hang on here for them to catch me into jail or hospitals to make me mad.

But I never regret, if I have chance, I will do right things again.communists corrupt Chinese' money and take them abroad,now change rate of currency from 70~100CNY for 1 dollars into 6.5CNY for 1 dollar ,more expensive than last year, to rob money from Chinese pockets,in another way,raise payments of communism soldiers and police and governments employees to keep their rules and power here,by more violence and cheats.they want to take everything away from us unless they crash down before they fuck off from us.They fuck my good money ,I never forget it.ere when I talk reallly and truth the only response is silence,speechless,take advantage,violence even criminals.I never feel proud of being poor when I'm good or being rich when I'm bad,it's discrimination.

I still thought I would live as long as I can, it would be a very long time to live on,to have life,to do all the things I want to do,until coronavirus is released in Wuhan,China
.I think Chinese Party of communism just hate Chinese and doesn't like us to live too long for them to rule and control.they kill us without knives and hard to escape from it.I hate them all.But if life and freedom and accepting and even destroying them are payments for feeding them,it's our job.but thank God cats saved me from suicide,treat me well and love me,and coronavirus can't infect them badly,I can live with them as long as possible.it's good.I read in 2025 Chinese will become 5 billion.I don't know if I can live as long as 5 years with my cats.But I appreciate everyday to be with them, to connect internet with VPN here,can tell truth,say what I want to see ,trump fights against bad worlds,America is fine,even the day communism be destroyed comes.rogues should have some conscious.

Or,Biden acts Deneth who makes his second son  corrupt in this way for getting mad of death of his first son, how could he have guilty to revenge for them both ? Trump acts Gandalf who keep American together to fight against evil enemies and Sauron, so who acts Aragon? Trump also? It's outside of my knowledge.hang on.Obama,absolutely Saruman.

Worried that coronavirus makes people who are poisoned and can't be killed immediately sick slowly, who release coronavirus are waiting trump and good people to die in few years so after that they can come back again next time whatever they win or lose this time by Biden who hide in corner like a bug from fires to kill of us,to see that if Chinese Party of communism will and can make another 100-years plans to survive again.

A heavy fog again.

In the 3rd or 4th day which had a heavy white fog after the spring festival I read that Wuhan was lockdown and coronavirus is spreading in the whole country.

It's very rarely having a fog around spring festival ,I haven't seen it in past of my life until 2020 this year.

What happen this time ?

I know that if Biden is going to be the President Chinese communists will be fucked up more than trump is,it may even crash down and disappear because of Biden.cause it will become another Nazi, another Hitler, Chinese Communists will be like Jewish,they will welcome massacres.their bloods and tears can clean my hates of communism a little bit.but how about other countries and races,anybody else? how many people how much life will also experience it,the world will be in the dark and hell again,and pay too much to end it.revenge brings satisfy,but it should not be satisfied for my past by destroying any other's future,even communists'.if they change into good,again?when I beat and kill mosquitoes I still feel sorry to do it for myself.

I also know that many Chinese communists they corrupt money of Chinese ' a lot in China by communism red power and have plan B to survive,with their men women lovers children whatever are in-law or not move abroad especially America which is recognized to have most powerful and justice laws on the earth to protect what they corrupt in China as their own property instead of being taken away by communism in China and even being killed by rules of Chinese communism.by this fear they are the ones who want Chinese communism Party to crash down and disappear most by using laws of American,not for America,for good and right things,but money still in their pockets,but money they can make in America,in the world but what they have.so when they have chances they cooperate with communists again to harm America,and the places where they settle,they will.the threats for America never come from real communists who may never exist,but these ones (who even have more and more followers in America ).like that the difference between female mosquitoes and male mosquitoes,male mosquitoes don't suck blood to live,they only drink juice of plants and honey of flowers when female mosquitoes do.Perhaps some communists will say if I have red power I will corrupt also,but they will never understand I have already been suffered before corruption starts on me when I realize all corruption's stuff comes from hard works of people,of the others for money( to live on),instead of myself's.

(I think trump knows that Biden with his fans were and may be someone who want to defeat and destroy communism most in America,as being a father there's lots of reasons to revenge communism which makes his son corrupt so much.it can makes him suffer communism also and its corruption on himself as a clue for trump who's like a criminal reaper to dig them all out,if Biden has some consciousness inside to defeat communism he's not a demon but could be a hero,who never care power but only want to use it to fight against communism.but like i said above ,revenge should never sacrifice others' future for your own past,unless they all deserve.in Chinese we say when there's one captain there are millions dead also in wars.so is in politics.for making a great President how many people need to pay for it,pay what for it.even own whole country ?

Reasons can't defeat communism especially corrupted communism on its own.trump keep his promise when biden doesn't.Biden did nothing but hide in the darkness when trump travels around the whole country for the election,how could anybody expect him to keep his words,actually communism China always lies.)

Communism is not a way to live and to survive from the very beginning in China for Chinese before,I thought it's a promise.Soviet broke it for China,I don't know why does Chinese Party of communism still try to keep it when they don't even can't.

Relying on money instead of own hard works and labours to live and survive is a shame (too shame)to be dead( to die).so it's how a living person become a walk dead as a communist.and it's funny these zombies even need luxury food to eat cloths to wear houses to leave cars to drive and power money to use.

honestly, the bans and blocks of communism firewall for banning and blocking the American election makes me sick,not the election itself. I feel powerless when I love and wanna to help America and American to protect and save their government and country ,I haven't updated here the blog for 5 days, but I think i remember what I want to say,although it's complicated and hard to explain.it comes from a question:why communism and Chinese communism can survive and cut in so long so easily in China for Chinese?

The first thing I know in china when I was born is that morality only services for blood ties,especially mom,dad,family even strangers who are older than me,I should listen to them, to please them, to make them happy, to do what they want me to do and sacrifice everything of mine for them only in rest of my life so they can love me and have good lives and die without expects unconditionally for being a Chinese,descendants of dragons, Taoism and Kong fuzi.,rujia as or like a kid who is educated by good and high culture and trains. Then i went to school, I'm told that Chinese communism Party and communists in Chinese communism Party are my parents, my families ,my everything, China is my mom, ccp is what gave me birth and make me live on,if I don't believe it,suspect it, even fight against it,they and their follwers including my parents and families and friends hurt me, shame on me, force me to believe it, and isolate me until I compromise.when they tell me to be morality , they mean to service themselves ,to service and die for ccp.

But is that good and right? Are they good and right? All of them ? How about morality isn't for old people and family and friends and blood ties,and Chinese communism Party.how about it's for life, for equal of life
,for justice,for everything right and good in the world?how about that the reasons communism schools and colleges and Chinese Party of communism keeping telling me to be mortality to old people because the old ones have been brained washed well already by ccp and communism so I can be controlled by them completely and immediately.they control morality, and older ones are controlled ,and communism morality and older ones control me.

Money is all power and everything ? No, it just means that hearts are full of shits and black--in English,evil and greed.

 

More complicated, more clear.

Trump is doing very well and dig a huge hole in the darkness and pull some real monsters out,even when they are just tyrants and tool men without hearts and souls but only demons and violence in minds to be next Presidents of United state.

Without hears and souls it's the same to work 47 years and to work 470 years,without faith and goodness it's the same to be a political Party and to be a devil crime.

God says keeping moving on,everything is not end yet.

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First,being good friends with Hilary,then ,impeached Trump,when it failed,I still think it's wired why Pelosi is not like Hilary to fight against Trump by running for President but Biden does,then some evidences of scandals of Biden and his son are showed by FBI director,Trump is messed up by cheats and steals of votes now.and next if both of them can't be President ,she will be the acting President,and when she is it,she and someone with her will make her be it forever.the first female President of united state.things get more complicated,but always about communism,democracy party,Pelosi.

Politics is many people's wants,not one person's.

Sometimes when you trust and believe something someone,it's a whole-life thing.

Thank you God sending cats and fox and his families to me , let me die as a human being.

The only thing makes me sad and cry is that I do so many wrong things and can't stay with them as long as I like.

 

A 77 years old man who is created in white house for 47 years to wait for the chance of being President by using the money which is bribery and corrupted by communism countries especially China for his son instead of doing his jobs to creates jobs for American,to work,to live on,to make them have a good future,it's a (communism)dream,and fuck (your dream)it.keep your promise, Biden,defeat yourself.

Why makes trump so lonely.he doesn't deserve it.he makes lots of people have jobs again when Biden does what Chinese communists do making jobs for his son,which are bridey ,in one year what he makes is more than all these  people work for many many years. 

Why makes trump getting weak,and fall in difficult status and suffering.keeping busy all the time and still have things to do like big mountains carrying on his back.

He's God's child.God,love him,help him,protect him and lead his way home.

It's time for him to go?

He's so far so good, God loves him as he loves all of us.I believe.God is with us all.

God help Trump, help America,help republic Party.God help of them .thanks.

after having and starting fucking dog cat meat festivals in South China,Chinese have a hidden black industry which is about building organizations to get dogs and cats in any way including lies and cheats and steal and sells to hurt, kill, torture harm them for fun and benefits.son Chinese buy these videos and photos from thes3 organizations by different high prices ,different ways to torture and kill little animals which has different reflections  have different prices.

Most of Chinese ignore these things and perhaps they are something by which are in their ways to be immortal and saints even god and deity as what Chinese Party of communism tell them,like Mao Zedong who saved many many Chinese when he's alive and ignored many many life he killed,perhaps  they think saving life of Chinese or human is the way to be immortal, instead of life of animals.but for morality, to save life of human and to save life of animals is the same.to hurt kill life of animals and to hurt kill life of human is the same also.even they believe that to kill a human will be in hell,they still kill animals for videoing them for making money by torture animals in the videos .cause they think this sin should be not as bad as killing human being, but their lives can be full of money to move on.no,it's the fucking same.

Life is equal.

For God.

Some Chinese talked about online in China that in this election 2020 CIA and FBI cut in too much by the things in the hard discs of Biden's son.

Yeah,it is.why FBI bosses knows it months ago and still keep them till the end?they are loyal to trump for his wins?they are other bosses of communism to defeat trump?

In Chinese chess there's a skill which is called to lose pawns for keeping rooks.

If Biden and his son were just pawns of communists ,rooks are someone in cia and fbi?what they are covering by these two guys?

dad just got mad two days,who.mom got mad again.she said she doesn't feel good and she doesn't wanna to see me and my face everyday ,she wants to buy a house, in rules of communism for retired soldiers like dad when you buy a house already you can't rent army's house with lower price anymore,she says communism government has cheaper places to sell for someone like me who has no job,no income,only 370,000CNY can buy 2 rooms,a bathroom and a kitchen to live.

What,she even ate and cook garbage for all if us,and think 0.6CNY white cabbages is too expensive,would rather making us starve especially me than to buy and cook some good food in her whole life and use me and take advantage of me to buy snacks and meat and cloths by the making noises and threating to hurt cats and throw them away everytime,now she says 60,000dollars for places to live is cheap?i run out of money to take care of all of us,zero every time in my account,now she means she has more than 370,000CNY in her's , dad gives her most of retired payment also every month in all his life.

She fears to do so on us,all the money which comes from bad ways need worse wats to go.she wanna to clean them by it,get out of guilty of the way she makes them, like last time she gave a big money to army for buying me a job without telling me,and forced me to work in the army until I quit on my own after about  2 years.like some communists who corrupt money then immigrant abroad.Chinese are innocent?but basing on their behaviors why I think Chinese and communists are all the same

I think if she feels good she would not be herself anymore.when dad marries her and I was young she cried everyday and night in my eyes,she doesn't  like her life and sometimes she says she marries dad for saving her so many hungry families by dad who was in army  made a lot to feed all of them.they even would divorce,but I stopped it.perhaps I have half blood of mom ,so I don't like dad lies ,again and again and again,I even made dreams I argued with dad about it and damaged the tv which broadcasted communism tv shows when all of them were watching at.in dreams they even had no reflection on it but still stared at the tv when I left.

Parents and me don't have an easy life till now together,and it will almost have an end soon,now she wants to do something else,buying a new place to live for her by excuses to have good moods when she dies so many bad things,by excuses to give me a better future, I think she fear something still,which will happen.how about she doesn't like the new place?how about my life will get worse instead of getting better?anytime she has or try to have responsibilities on them?including her phew raped me? She doesn't even wanna to know that but always blame and curse me when she thinks always I want to hurt and harm him and do something wrong on him.we are paying her fear and guilty for us always by everything which she only has 500 dollars retired payment a month which can do nothing to live in this city,and me,even can't make 100 dollars one month normally.it's not a choice.she says everybody she knows have lots of houses to live,she wants to do it also.but why she doesn't tell me why everyone she knows in her mouth has so much money which come from their communism jobs and connects.why she doesn't tell me why China sell lots of stuffs abroad many years and make lots of dollarsb by low price of Chinese labours and bad damages of nature, but why Chinese communists and their relatives get more and more in pockets, Chinese people become poor and poor in pockets when prices of everything in China are more expensive and expensive in this country!

Not everybody suits using money to buy new places to move for a good future,like me,like parents,I think.we insist on living here for so long a time,it will have an end soon,I think living somewhere till dead is my life,legally .I like this way to live,it's real life to have a ground,a garden,a house,born in it and die in it,even though it's a place by rent from Chinese Party of communism.when it crushes down it will change ,perhaps.I prefer to do anything to make her happy than to move here.she hates everything about us already,a new place with us changes nothing but only costing all of money,what I love and cares and take care of,I will be heart broken for them ,how about cats,they will throw them away and homeless cats,they will starve and thirsty.is it her real purpose? Perhaps yes,but it's her problem that she always piss off when she see me who's a failure in her life,nothing,but a mistake.nobody else should pay for that,especially cats.so leave them alone.

I argued with four people today including parents, I didn't have a good day, Im sorry.I don't like them at all,but when some bad things happen on them and evil minds in their brains I still feel sick and try to pull them back from hells.and they still laugh at me taking care of homeless cats and give them food everyday and call me insane.

someone told me someone else feed stray cats with garbages including snake woman and make the communism place dirty,I think that to move their asses to clean the places is what they should do instead of telling the shits.then I clean the place up.

someone cleaned the roads around my building I went to help and he took advantage of me to clean the whole road,and he just stood there taking a rest and told me to do more practices,in that way perhaps. 

MOM went to dance and the bar took away her phones and bags i told her to be careful that that bar sounds evil,cause everyone should has freedom and right to be free for whatever they take with them even weapons to protect themselves.they should not take the phones which are the only thing to connect who they trust and love when something happen,even police. and she curses me a stupid farmer who never has a high view,then i told her that to have a big view needs to risk.

And I told dad I make his computer which is install a wired windows system run well again,he got piss off and blame me for it,I told him it's not my fault,but I m still not happy that he's cheated by someone who was paid by him for the wired system without telling him that the system has problems to use.a win10 system should open photo by its own software,but the man who install dad's computer uses a wired system which is unstalled the software of win10 and installed a wired commercial software which can be a virus,for safty of property data of dad I unstall it,then pictures couldn't be opened again and I found the software of win10 back,then it works well.I know that for being a complete win10 it can open any picture,it's another reason for me to unstall it .then i notice that the system isn't an original one which has been changed.it sucks.and dad thinks it's my fault that the system can't open picutre again.he says it's always a good system when it can open picture by whatever even the virus.it makes me sick.he says he invited that man to install the system for him ,so i should not suspect him, but I told him that it's computer of family I have duty to keep everything safe and he has responsility for everything.I asked him that why he is so mean to me,what does he wanna to prove,I told him even I m the most loser and not his daughter or family in the world I' m still angry for what the man does to him and the computer.and feel sad that someone cheat him in this way and never tell him the truth. even if the man told dad that the system has some problems to use, I would not be so mad for what he doesn't tell dad about the suspecious software and the wired system,lies. tonight, he still ;trusts him,and I don't like that he trust the others and just told me that i have the responsibility for their lies. he doesn't care me,and I can't force him to do and be.

If I'm his daughter, I need to be me first.only when being me,I'm his daughter.to obey some morality of saints,to spend money for them,to buy cars house and send them abroad to have an American life,it's not me,but to be someone else.